I've never thought of having a blog before. In fact, I didn't ever think anyone would be interested in what I have to say or rant about. It has occurred to me though that I very much enjoy writing and although no one might read my entries, it will be fun to create them :)
It is now 21 days into the new year. I have never made resolutions for myself but this year I made more of a promise to myself, which in essence is kind of the same thing I suppose. I have promised myself that I will spend more time with my friends. I know this might seem silly, but I am a homebody by heart and rarely hang out with people when given the opportunity. I'm afraid my friends will end up in my dreams later. "What does she mean by that?" you may be asking yourself. Well, the vast majority of time, the characters that are in my dreams are people I went to school with (elementary and high school). This has been the case for me ever since I was little. For the longest time, I have pondered why these individuals always fill my dreams. It hasn't been until recently that I feel as though I have discovered why this is. I never really hung out with any of my classmates. After waking up from my dreams, many times I fell like crying and I really miss these people. Kinda weird, huh. I feel like calling them up or facebooking them and seeing how they're doing but fear that I will scare them off because as stated before, I never really hung out with any of them. I feel as though my subconscious is telling me that I need to do things now or I will regret my lack of action later. So, I am going to call up some friends and see if they want to watch a movie tonight. It may be a movie at my home, but I have to start somewhere...
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